"Weak in the knees"

is not just an expression.

There is literally only one
person that can make me
walk around like a newborn deer.

I'm not sure what happened tonight.
About 45 minutes ago.
I'm not sure what to feel.
I'm not sure how to feel.

I liked it.
I didn't like it.
I wanted more.
I wanted less.
I didn't want to stop.
I didn't want to get hurt.
Pulled away.
Went back.

I have to talk/think this one through.